Last night after work I went to [ profile] xoraclex's house to play Space Channel 5. YAY, ULALA! I love this game ^_^

I first played it about six years ago when Eric bought it for me, and I loved it then. I loved it until he sold it, and the Dreamcast, because that's the kind of asshole he was. I haven't played it in about a year and a half to two years, but Carlette had remembered hearing me talk about it, so she bought it.

So much fun! I was a little out of practice, but it only took me two tries to beat the first level. Apparently Carlette and her boyfriend haven't been able to beat it yet. It does take a while to get into the groove. It's a different groove than the DDR groove.

I have to do all the mystery shops I've been avoiding all month today, and I'm not looking forward to it. But I should have some good company ^_^

And I have too much homework due tomorrow ;_;

He calls me a "fucking lesbian." And I'm confused, should I be hurt or proud?

More fights yesterday....*sigh* Just when I think I'm actually getting comfortable with the idea of spending the rest of my life with him, he goes and yells at me and treats me like shit.

Why is it selfish to want everything from the world?

Tomorrow I have to get up early and receive a million shots. Then go to work, come home for 30 minutes, and start my new job as a delivery person for Dominos. Woop.

*sigh* *wallowwallow*
*browses through mp3 list* why do I have two copies of 32 Flavors? *delete*

Yeah, E and I fought a lot today. *sigh* And I was just thinking I was content with him too. Again he throws everything up in the air.

I have a lot I want to say, but I am literally falling asleep at the computer.

I'm here because I need a place to talk, without everyone who knows me reading it.

I'm really struggling with being bisexual? lesbian? i just don't know. I see lesbian couples, and they look SO RIGHT, and it feels right, but on the other hand, I'm still attracted to some men, and I have a boyfriend. I am not able, financially or emotionally, to leave him. So it's all kind of a moot point.



September 2010



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